Right now, it just occured to me. I don't know if I would have wanted to be more than friends. I mean I did at some point, that point might have been more of a long straight actually. But the point is, talking to you now I feel like none of that other stuff happened. Like I was frozen and now I'm back and its all back to normal. Its quite a nice feeling. I laugh because I realise how stupid I was, thinking you were ignoring me. When actually you were just giving us space so it wouldn't be awkward. You even told me that but it didn't sink in. If we were meant to be friends, a mistake wouldn't have stopped us. I see that now and finally, I think I might be on the road to happiness.....if that shits even real.